- Looking for a house was at first very exciting but now its starting to just be stressful. We took our families to see the house we thought we liked and we received some valuable input and some pretty harsh criticisms. And now I feel like we've got too many people telling us what we should be doing and where we should be looking and what price we should be willing to pay. Its quite overwhelming. "Deep breaths and continue the search, Megan. It doesn't matter what anybody wants but you guys" [that last line is what I need to hear so you can tell me that if you want].
- During Relief Society this morning I had an anxiety attack. So strange. Luckily I found Dan soon there after and he sluffed Sunday School with me (which I'm not advocating but it did help in this instance) and just chilling with him made me feel a lot better. "Just do your best Megs. So you're not the best activity days leader and it took you 40 minutes to remember Aubrey's name, and you're afraid of the phone and sometimes just talking to people makes you nervous...so what? Just be better tomorrow." [You could tell me that if you wanted to as well.]
- This week is St. Patrick's Day on Monday (which is a big deal in Kindergarten complete with me dying my feet green...more about that tomorrow), Activity Days on Tuesday (I'm still trying to pin point exactly what we'll be doing for that, something Christ centered and Easter related if you have any ideas...just try not to be too pushy with your ideas or I'll start to feel henpecked again), Ultrasound on Wednesday (and Dan keeps mentioning that his coworker just found out they're having twins and they didn't know until the ultrasound. If that happens....so help me...I'll be making up a babysitting schedule and I'll expect at least one of you to come help me each day. And Beth, you'll be my wet nurse... so prepare yourself.), and our Spring Easter Party in Kindergarten on Thursday. I do like parties but not when my stress level is already through the roof. "Baby steps, Megan. Baby steps through St. Patrick's Day. Babysteps to Activity Days...etc. Don't think too far ahead. And your party moms on Thursday will do a fabulous job. Fabulous." [That's what I need to hear.]
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Lend me Your Ear
And I wish I could sing you a song and try not to sing out of tune like Joe Cocker; Instead, I'm going to vent just a minute. I have a very heavy heart at the moment and its for no apparent reason just a lot of little things have been adding up I suppose. Allow me to dump out my brain on this blog. If you prefer not to read it, by all means check out some of the delightful links on my sidebar and we'll see you tomorrow.